2012年1月22日 星期日

Nature vs. Grace

Brother. Mother. It was they who led me to Your door.
The nuns taught us there are two ways through life.
The way of nature…
And the way of grace.
You have to choose which one you’ll follow.
Grace doesn’t try to please itself.
Accept being slighted, forgotten, disliked.
Accept insults and injuries.

Nature only wants to please itself.
Get others to please it, too.
Likes to lord it over them.
To have its own way.
It finds reasons to be unhappy…
When all the world is shining around it…
And love is smiling through all thing.

They taught us that no one who loves the way of grace…
Ever comes to a bad end.
I will be true to you.
Whatever comes.

Extracts from《Tree of life》

2011年12月27日 星期二

Trembling

I am trembling even it's 16 degree outside. Planned to barbecue with family, but not in the mood. Sitting there just because the fire can warm me. I am not hungry, but grandma keep feeding me foods she grilled. I should have faith that there's still love around. It doesn't hurt so deep, but the truth is just too cruel...

2011年12月12日 星期一

分身

有時機會來到也未必有力抓得往。

在工作前途跟親情友誼間拉鋸掙扎。面對著仍是問號的將來和陌生的環境,才發覺原來只是知賴著家人朋友的膽小鬼。始終走不出自己的comfort zone,枉我往時在人前以潚灑勇敢自詡,都是在放狗屁!

意已決,不要再質疑自己的選擇,不要太在意得失,不要自私。保持著善良、純樸、感恩的心境是最重要的。

你怎知道放棄過後會是更好還是更差?

2011年11月30日 星期三

Struggle of life...

This quote in the book -- Walden -- is really touching. Makes me cry.

"I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived. I did not wish to live what was not life, living is so dear; nor did I wish to practice resignation, unless it was quite necessary. I wanted to live deep and suck out all the marrow of ...life, to live so sturdily and Spartan-like as to put to rout all that was not life, to cut a broad swath and shave close, to drive life into a corner, and reduce it to its lowest terms, and, if it proved to be mean, why then to get the whole and genuine meanness of it, and publish its meanness to the world; or if it were sublime, to know it by experience, and be able to give a true account of it in my next excursion."

2011年11月4日 星期五

2011年11月3日 星期四

忽然之間...




忽然之間天昏地暗
世界可以忽然什麼都沒有
我想起了你再想到自己
我為什麼總在非常脆弱的時候懷念你

我明白太放不開你的愛
太熟悉你的關懷
分不開想你算是安慰還是悲哀

而現在就算時針都停擺
就算生命像塵埃分不開
我們也許反而更相信愛

如果這天地終究都會消失
不想一路走來珍惜的回憶沒有你

2011年10月31日 星期一

脫皮爸爸


人生將要走到盡頭的時候,如果可以返老還童,究竟是不是一件好事?
假如真有可能發生,究竟這是個回顧,還是一次重新開始的機會?

經歷爸爸五次脫皮,跟六個年代的爸爸相處,他返老還童,才發現爸爸曾經年少輕狂曾經熱血。雖說養育我是父母的責任,終究他們放棄很多機會,也曾過了很多年華。


同場加映,Sukiyaki,在這劇裏起了點睛的作用呢~